My Life will be Different If I am Less Than One Metre Tall

'Oh god!!'..almost all the nurses that looked at me would say that. Born with the short stature doesn't cheer up my parent..they looked upset to have me.."poor baby, you'll face a tough life"..but no matter how do I look, they treat me with love. Never being neither shame nor regret to walk me around the park. That is the True Love. The doctor had confirmed that I am a dwarf.

How about my life? I mean how do I sleep? eating?..Hahaha..I just sleep on the mattress not bed because I don't have long legs to climb up my bed. My mom keeps all my books, my toys and my things on the shelves with just four inches high. It looks like I live in the barbie doll house. When I want to take breakfast, lunch or dinner, my mom or my dad will pick me up the chair like a two years kid. My clothes are the same size with kids clothes although I have been 11 years old.

"Hahahaha...a dwarf is walking!!!"..I hate to be treat like this but I must to face it every day. "Why they are so selfish, don't they think my feeling when they treat me like in the circus? am a human like me is not supposed to have a better life? those questions keep wandering in my mind but I don't have the answers. I just have my family to share my stories as no one wants to be my friends. But for me, my family is quite enough to make me laugh as they never shielded me from the world. My parent never stop me to do what I want to do except hiding.

Living as a little person really teach me to be tough. When I go to shopping, buying groceries or picnicking with family, my ears never stop from hearing people laughing at me. My eyes never stop looking at them pointing at me. It seems like I am a celebrity. A celebrity with no money and style. Hahaha.. When I make eye contact, they look away and try to hold in their laughter, but I can read their lips. Sometimes, they do something ridiculous. As I am walking in the mall, I notice a guy looking at me and bring his whole family to stand in the store window to laugh and jeer.

I played basketball in school, but not so very well as I'm not a tall person. My teacher taught me how to play well in this game and I found it's interesting and joyful game. I'd read the facts ; playing basketball can make us to be more taller than before. I mostly spent my leisure time by practicing basketball with my sister. She's a good player and I learnt more from her.

Friends?? who doesn't want to have friends? I really want to have many friends as I mostly spend my childhood with my only sister. I always dream to play with friends at the park, building a house tree, sharing stories like the normal kids did, but I don't have this chance. I never ask to be born like this, If I'd been given a choice, I'm sure I will not choose to be like this and all of us doesn't want to be like me...but what can I do besides accept this fate with open heart?

 I can't dress up myself like Selena Gomez, and Angelina Jolly. Those celebrities have attractive body shapes..not like me, short like a kid. I can't wore a beautiful dress like them because it looks weird. The others will laugh at me dressing myself like that. I'm just only wear it in my dreams.

When I am 21, it's time for me to get a job so I can help my parents. But no company or shops want me to be their employee. I know I'm a disabled person, but I can be a cleaner, a seller and others. Since that, I just stay at home planting many vegetables such as watermelon, chilies and tomatoes. I swear to myself , I want to be a successful business woman.  



I believe with this quote. I have through this bad days and I won't let it to happen again. Ten years had passed. Now, my dreams comes true. I have been a successful person. I have my own factory in producing tomato and chilies sauces. When I have been invited in Oprah shows, I become famous and have many friends. My life had changed. Then I realize, before being famous like this no one want to be my friends even they laugh at me every time they saw me but now I don't face it anymore.

Why most of us doesn't respect to each other? why we're always being a friend to a perfect person only..is it mean a dwarf like me doesn't have a feeling when we'd been treated like in a circus? is it because we are not human like you?...think about it guys..although I was a dwarf, we are same..you're a human and I'm also a human that seeking for another's love.




Thank you :)