Huhhh!!! TATI??...is that our country lack of universities to place the preparation students? first step I came in, I can't see the others students. it's so scarryyy..how could I live here? Nooo!!....it can't be. Meeting new friends is the worst thing for me. Why there are no my old friends receive this scholarship? it's so disgusting....Aishhh... it is so hard to know them very well with their own attitude. I can count how many words that I said for each day. Hahaha...it's so bored for me to keep silence. Ohhhh...how can I adapt with this environment. Mom...Dad...please..I want to get out from here. I want my old friends!!! please someone help me.....
Day by day, i'm still quiet like previous day. I get nothing to chat with my new friends although we share the same room. During the class, i'm always come earlier to class as I don't like to come late. I think that is the only one of my good habit. Hahahaha....i'm start to show off....Ok..stop it.We sit together as we are the first group that come to the class. When the lectures begin, what is in my mind is I want the knowledge that the lecturers had and I must get it. The other bad habit that I had is I'm usually study by myself. Actually, I really don't care about my social life except my studies. During weekend, sometimes all my roommates spend their weekend with family. By the way thanks for my old friends for always contacting me. It's help me to feel more happier than before.
Birthday party of one of my classmates change 360 degree of my perception towards my new friends. The changes just take one night when we planned to prank her. I felt so excited that we actually can cooperate to each other. We laughed and sing birthday song together. ' Happy Birthday to you.....Happy Birthday to you...." I feel like it was just happened a few days ago. I really miss that moment.... Since that,I know that I was wrong about them. Playing truth or dare really help me to know them better than before. I looked at my friends' face, I felt so guilty to have a bad thought about them. They are really nice to me. I know that friends are everything.So, I must treat them well. I really hope if my friends read my blog...I'm asking for your forgiveness. PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!!!!...
Semester 1 had passed. I had the best relationship with my roommates. We always try to solve the problems together and I found that it was a sweet moment of the friendship. I realize that besides support from my family, friends are also vital to make me calm and can lead to success. We are always giving advise to each other to help us in being a successful person.Now i'm not the old one....it is THE NEW ME...Someone that never thought negative about other people.Someone that tried to tolerate with everyone.So, what about TATI University? Hahahahaha.....one more time I made a wrong perception of my own university. Actually there are no students during my registration because degree students didn't start their new semester. Hahaha....What am I? So, don't judge a book by its cover !! Remember it.
It's okay if there was none of your friends received this scholarship. You have me right? hehehe
ReplyDeletebelieve it or not, i cried while reading your entry.. lisa, i am glad having you as my classmate. yiu are beyond than what you imagined you are. have faith!
ReplyDeletelets us create more great memories for the next few years, lisa. It my honour to have you as my friend. Good luck!
ReplyDeletegood luck in your future dear Lisa...
ReplyDeleteits so nice to meet you here lisa.. actually,i have the same feeling like you when i'm coming here..but now i'm trying to be a positive person. goodluck dear :)
ReplyDeleteits so nice to meet you here lisa.. actually,i have the same feeling like you when i'm coming here..but now i'm trying to be a positive person. goodluck dear :)
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ReplyDeleteYou are very brave enough to admit your mistakes. Salute !!
ReplyDeleteyour friendship is a gift and I enjoy when open it every day.. I'm glad to be one of your friends. all the best in your future and can't wait for your next story..
ReplyDeleteI feel so special to be your friend and together we'll create history.
ReplyDeleteI love your entry :'))) Keep it up & goodluck !
ReplyDeleteNo one can beat you when it is about coming early for classes. You are such a supergirl haha all the best, lisa! I am glad to know you. May this friendship lasts forever.
ReplyDeletei feel so great to have you as my friend. Let help each other and create more beautiful moment in future. All the best and keep fighting!!!
ReplyDeleteAll the best in your future lisa. May Allah ease everything.
ReplyDeleteI'm also happy to have you as my friend,lisa. Good luck,dear.
ReplyDeleteJust keep creating memories Lisa. You will smile when you remember it in the future. It is nice to know you.
ReplyDeleteSimple but nice. Keep it up lisa. All the best. Fighting!!!
ReplyDeleteNice entry there. It is really awkward to make new friends since we are already attached to our old friends and it same goes to me. hehehe. And, good luck for your new semester. :)
ReplyDeletenevermind lisa, you will get used to the new surrounding. lets create a lot of beautiful memories together, girl!
ReplyDeleteMeeting new people and making new friends are very common. The anxiety that you have concerning strangers are acceptable since choosing who you should hang out with is very crucial. A bad company may influence you. No doubt about it. But at the same time, learn to be more positive and open.
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ReplyDeleteSuch a nice entry malisa razali :) keep it up ..chaiyokkkk2x!!..ill wait for ur next post :P...hehe...honestly,i'm very grateful to know someone like u in my life :D..hehe .. so... never ever give up n keep strong to face any new challange in ur life :) remember this quote? ."If u want to get something that u've never own,so..do something that u've never done before " .hehe :) ...gudluck and tke care malisa ;)
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