I Got That A Lot

Ola guys !!....I'm back..this time are all about glasses...hope you enjoy it..

  

In facts, almost four millions pair of glasses have been discarded from USA. Do you believe it? four millions !!! But the interesting facts about the spec wearers are they will tend to look more prettier, smarter and sweet..and I want to tell you a secret..." I'm one of them "..haha..(feeling grateful)..

He has been my best friend since I'm in form 1. Having him as my partner really help me to be more confident and concentrate with my lessons than before. I still remember the first time I took him, I thought I was in a new world as I can see all things clearly. Do you know who is him? He is my glasses...Always be with me wherever I go even when I'm sleep, eating, and other else. Ohh, I love him.. When I stepped in my class for the first time with him, I noticed all the eyes were focusing on me. Then my friends walked towards me and asked about him. With full of joys, I answered it with smile. A few days later, my friends asked a question that make me felt uncomfortable, " Don't you feel mess with your spec on your face?".."No!!..I didn't. How can I feel that..he helps me to have a better life.." I answered it with high pitch. " Why are you so emotional if I ask that?"..." Errrr....sorry, I don't know why, maybe I don't like that question..."...

The next year, I moved to another school. Having new friends really teach me to be matured. At first, my new friends praised my new glasses as it looked more modern than before. I felt so cherish to hear that but it doesn't mean I forget my first partner, he will always in my mind..:)..I really take good care of him because I don't want anyone steps on him. I wiped him everyday to shine it. He is too meaningful for me. As I already have him,I can score in my exam and excel in class. I still remember that all my friends called me spec as my nickname. hahaha...but I loved to be called like that.

One day, my friend asked me the same question, " Don't you feel mess with your spec on your face?"..Aaaargghh...I hate this question.. then I answered her with question.." do you feel mess if you are with your sister?...'No!!..never"..."So, that is my answer".The question kept repeating for a few times and I give the same answers...The years passed by. When I'm in form 4, new students register at my school. So, it means I'll have new friends. I make many friends from the new batch as they are really friendly and talkative. About 6 months I know this person, we get more closer and mostly spend our time in school with study group as we'll face most important examination for the school phase.

While we are studying, he asks me the same question," Don't you feel mess with your spec on your face?"...I speechless..Then, I answer " No, But I get that a lot..I don't know why the people are often to ask that?"..then he answers," because we look the spec wearers rarely join the sport team and the specs are always falling down...for me it's so difficult to keep it in right place for every second"..I smiled.." Is it your slack are always at a right place?...No right?.it is also always falling down especially when you are running..same goes to me..there's nothing different and my spec have nothing to put me in trouble..."...he nods.

From the questions that I get a lot, I actually can change others mind sets about the spec wearers. Spectacle doesn't give any mess to you...:)

Making Judgement

 

"Bus trip to Kuala Lumpur will be at 5.00 pm". I look at my watch and it's showed 3 pm. I need to wait for the bus for two hours !!! Aiiisssyyy...what I want to do ?..there's no mall around here for me to have a window shopping. I'm seriously in bored now.

Looking people around me with their own gadgets realised me that I'm now not in year 90-an but I'm in 20-an that most people are anti-social. When I flashback my memories during my childhood, my parents always talked with people no matter who they are. They laughed and kept greeting with each other when they met. My dad says " Having conversation with someone new help us to be more sociable in the future besides having more friends ". No more neither conversation and laughing that I can hear here. Most of them are busy with their own businesses. Their eyes keep looking at their gadgets. Doesn't bother what is happen in front of them. If the Hiroshima atom has fell down at this place, they maybe don't realised it. Haha...but they are good in focusing a work.

One hour has passed. That's mean I only have one hour left to end my suffered. I start to feel bored watching their manners because it's still the same since I start watching.

 "COFFEE BEAN"...suddenly my throat feel so thirst after watching this board. " It sounds good but the line in that shop is quite long". That makes me to find alternative to buy the coffee without need to line up. My brain is keep thinking to find the way until I saw a beggar boy sitting near me holding a cup.

Without wasting any time, I call him. He walks towards me with pale face and ragged clothes. I give him RM5 note and asks him to buy a cup of mocha coffee. He just smiles at me and walks towards the cafe. Thirty minutes has passed. But I can't see neither that boy nor my coffee.

 I mumble to myself. " Why he take too long, Ouhhh, he's a beggar. He has took my money and run away..Oh no, how can I believe him too easy. No beggar are honest. Argghhh !! how dare you little child !! but no wonder your life like that, you are good enough to life that way and I'm sure you'll be punished one day"..I can feel my face is like burning.

My bus has arrived but I still can't see that bad boy. I wait for a few minutes before the bus departs. But then, I start to feel fed up, I know I have been cheated by a beggar boy. 'Huhh,.." I'm sigh. When I'm done putting my luggage, " Ladyy!! Wait !!! Wait !!!..your coffee !!" I turn back to see what is the drama will happen, but I felt so shocked to see that boy with my coffee. The boy said " Your coffee, sorry I'm late " he looked down. I kneeled and asked " Why are you so late? Where did you go with my money? " the boy answered me, " I just went to the cafe to buy your coffee, but in my way, I had lost your money, so I went there and asked for some works that I can do to get a cup of coffee. I'm sorry I'm late, here is your coffee"....

I say nothing. My tears fall down on my cheeks and then I hug him. "I'm sorry for misjudged you. you are an honest boy " I feel so regret with my words. I give him that coffee as a reward for doing the works. He refused at first but I begged him to accept. Then, I take out RM20 note from my purse and give it to him. I ask him to buy his foods and drinks. The heroin for the drama that I thought will be happen just now is me..haha.. 

Since that, I know that I can't make any judgement without knowing the person well. Not all people that we look good are good and vice versa. So, always be positive :) 

A Movie Based On True Story That Inspired Me

  MOVIE ???..have you already watch any movies??..Haha..of course you do.. It's weird if you never watch at least a movie in your life unless you're still a baby..hehe..It's already 2015 guys!!! ..come on!!..We have cinemas..you can watch movies anytime you want..but most of us love to watch comedies, romantics, horrors and actions movies. What about inspiration movies?..We never notice that some of the movies are filmed based on the true stories...why? Is it because we just want to release stress by watching them?... we rarely get the lessons from the movies..agree??

" PATCH ADAMS "

Have you ever watch this movie ?..some of you may have but some maybe not..It's one of the inspiration movies that will be motivated us ..so..for those my readers that want to be a great doctor in the future, you must watch this..it'll not wasting your precious time!! I didn't mean this movie is only for the future doctors..it's suit for everyone...believe me..:)..Lessons that you'll get by watching this will not disappointed you..I guarantee you..for those my readers that never watch this movie, here is its synopsis...so you can get a bit information about this movie...:

Hunter "Patch" Adams wanted to be a doctor; he wanted to help people. He learned of his gift in a mental hospital, where he had admitted himself. He realized that the conventional way of treating those injured, both physically and mentally, was not always the best approach; humor was. Just to laugh, to relieve and forget about the pain for just a few minutes, strengthened the patients.

And so he became a student and the Medical College of Virginia, awaiting the day when he would be able to treat people on his own. To his dismay, he found out that students were not to interact with patients until the third year. Nevertheless, he began visiting the hospital frequently, doing goofy things to please the patients, both young and old. His ways did begin to create a new life within the patients, but that didn't matter; he was not supposed to be there.

The Dean of the college, unpleased with Patch's behavior, tried multiple times to have him expelled. He saw Patch's ways as unorthodox and unproductive, even if they did no harm. Still, Patch's highly above average grades kept him in school.

Even while in school, Patch was looking beyond becoming just a doctor. He wanted to start his own hospital, the Gesundheit Institute, a place that was free and used less medicine, more humor. Most thought his dream was impossible, but some believed. However, his dream wouldn't come true unless he graduated, and when the College finds out he was treating patients without a license, his entire career is placed in jeopardy.

So now, you know a bit about this movie...the lesson that I get from this movie are :

       1. COMPASSION 

               It means feeling empty with people in suffer.

               For a success doctor, if you treat a disease, you will win or you maybe will lose, but if you                  treat a person, I guarantee you, you'll win no matter what the outcome.

     COMPASSION ULTIMATELY WINS HEART 

2. KNOW THE JOB 

Doctor's job is improving the quality of life, not just delaying death. Doctors help the patients to have a beautiful life which means to help them to be more healthier than before. If I just delaying the death, I'm not helping them but I put them in pain.

FOCUS ON MY CORE JOB

3. RIGHT FOCUS

In every works that you do in daily life, if you just focus on problem, you can't see the solution. For a doctor, don't focus on the diseases, but focus on the treatments.

JUST FOCUS ON SOLUTION  

4.SEE WHAT OTHERS IGNORE

This is really inspired me. Sometimes I just ignore a thing but then I realized that it's quite vital. See what no one else sees. See what everyone chooses not to see...please, out of fear, conformity or laziness.

RISE ABOVE MEDIOCRITY

5. I'M THE CAPTAIN OF MY DESTINY

From this movie, we know that others have the ability to keep him from graduating, they can keep him from getting the title (Dr.) and the white coat. But they miss one thing..a thing that bring us to success...SPIRIT,..yess...they can't control his spirit..

NO ONE CAN CONTROL ME EXCEPT I CONTROL MYSELF

6. BE FEARLESS

Every failure has seeds of success built in it. Have you ever heard this dialogue between Oprah and a success businessman?

Oprah            : What is your secret of your success?

Businessman : It comes from one words 

Oprah            : What is it?

Businessman : Experience

Oprah            : So how did you get the experience ?

Businessman : It comes from two words

Oprah            : What is it ?

Businessman : Through failure.

  

7. OWN MYSELF

Accept who i am. It is because how can others accept me if I can't accept myself. Think about it guys..

YOU ARE THE FIRST BUYER OF YOURSELF

8.CHEER UP OTHERS

Patients are people in sad mood. So, when people in down or low, help them to move up. Don't go down with them. They'll pull you down further and both of you will end up feeling inferior. That's why most doctors are said arrogant. Actually they are not arrogant, but they try to control themselves for not being down with the patients.

 MOTIVATION IS CONTAGIOUS AND SO IS DEMOTIVATED. 

9. LITTLE THINGS FOR YOU CAN BE BIG THINGS FOR OTHERS

For example, sometimes a little things like a pat on the back can change their chemistry. Who knows..right? Think before taking any action...

SMALL GESTURES HAVE BIG IMPACT

This movie is really inspired me a lot. We just need to remember who we are and don't be so arrogant for what we had. Being a doctor is really tough but it is a nice job. Helping people is not so hard but helping people by taking a death risk really make us too nervous to do it. I hope you can spend your times by watching this movie. I believe that you'll like it. Like me...Hope you enjoy guys !! Bye..:) 

My Life will be Different If I am Less Than One Metre Tall

'Oh god!!'..almost all the nurses that looked at me would say that. Born with the short stature doesn't cheer up my parent..they looked upset to have me.."poor baby, you'll face a tough life"..but no matter how do I look, they treat me with love. Never being neither shame nor regret to walk me around the park. That is the True Love. The doctor had confirmed that I am a dwarf.

How about my life? I mean how do I sleep? eating?..Hahaha..I just sleep on the mattress not bed because I don't have long legs to climb up my bed. My mom keeps all my books, my toys and my things on the shelves with just four inches high. It looks like I live in the barbie doll house. When I want to take breakfast, lunch or dinner, my mom or my dad will pick me up the chair like a two years kid. My clothes are the same size with kids clothes although I have been 11 years old.

"Hahahaha...a dwarf is walking!!!"..I hate to be treat like this but I must to face it every day. "Why they are so selfish, don't they think my feeling when they treat me like in the circus? am a human like me is not supposed to have a better life? those questions keep wandering in my mind but I don't have the answers. I just have my family to share my stories as no one wants to be my friends. But for me, my family is quite enough to make me laugh as they never shielded me from the world. My parent never stop me to do what I want to do except hiding.

Living as a little person really teach me to be tough. When I go to shopping, buying groceries or picnicking with family, my ears never stop from hearing people laughing at me. My eyes never stop looking at them pointing at me. It seems like I am a celebrity. A celebrity with no money and style. Hahaha.. When I make eye contact, they look away and try to hold in their laughter, but I can read their lips. Sometimes, they do something ridiculous. As I am walking in the mall, I notice a guy looking at me and bring his whole family to stand in the store window to laugh and jeer.

I played basketball in school, but not so very well as I'm not a tall person. My teacher taught me how to play well in this game and I found it's interesting and joyful game. I'd read the facts ; playing basketball can make us to be more taller than before. I mostly spent my leisure time by practicing basketball with my sister. She's a good player and I learnt more from her.

Friends?? who doesn't want to have friends? I really want to have many friends as I mostly spend my childhood with my only sister. I always dream to play with friends at the park, building a house tree, sharing stories like the normal kids did, but I don't have this chance. I never ask to be born like this, If I'd been given a choice, I'm sure I will not choose to be like this and all of us doesn't want to be like me...but what can I do besides accept this fate with open heart?

 I can't dress up myself like Selena Gomez, and Angelina Jolly. Those celebrities have attractive body shapes..not like me, short like a kid. I can't wore a beautiful dress like them because it looks weird. The others will laugh at me dressing myself like that. I'm just only wear it in my dreams.

When I am 21, it's time for me to get a job so I can help my parents. But no company or shops want me to be their employee. I know I'm a disabled person, but I can be a cleaner, a seller and others. Since that, I just stay at home planting many vegetables such as watermelon, chilies and tomatoes. I swear to myself , I want to be a successful business woman.  



I believe with this quote. I have through this bad days and I won't let it to happen again. Ten years had passed. Now, my dreams comes true. I have been a successful person. I have my own factory in producing tomato and chilies sauces. When I have been invited in Oprah shows, I become famous and have many friends. My life had changed. Then I realize, before being famous like this no one want to be my friends even they laugh at me every time they saw me but now I don't face it anymore.

Why most of us doesn't respect to each other? why we're always being a friend to a perfect person only..is it mean a dwarf like me doesn't have a feeling when we'd been treated like in a circus? is it because we are not human like you?...think about it guys..although I was a dwarf, we are same..you're a human and I'm also a human that seeking for another's love.




Thank you :)

10 Tips to Speak Confidently in English

     Hellooo everyone!! how are you doing now?..is it okay?.. being a student really make me exhausted...thinking about the tests..the assignments...hrmmm...I'm always burn the midnight oil..but I don't mind about that because no success will come to us unless we are the one that looking for it..thanks to my lecturers for helping me in having a comfortable life in the future..:) Do you still remember when you still a child?..going to school just want to play with friends..haha..books in your bag just act as a symbolic of a pupil but there's nothing to jot down in the books..and the most scariest is being scolded by your parents when they checked your exercise books....hahaha...what a memorable experience for me..That time, your marks are being counted from your writing exams only, not from your soft skills such as communication skills.

Time goes by..I must learn to accept the fate that I'm not still a pupil. Now, I have grown up..and become more bigger in size than before. Sometimes, I seem like a hippo..hahaha..but do I care, ha? If time goes by, so my education also become more tough. My marks are not only being taken from my exams, it is also being taken from my soft skills like presentation, discussion etc. I must learn on how to speak confidently as I realize that it's important for my future life..so this time I want to share a few tips on how to speak confidently. I have tried some of this tips and I found it's work.!! So, this is your turn to prove it!!!

• PRACTICE SPEAKING IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR  (don't be shy to look yourself in the mirror because you are all handsome and pretty with your own way ) -[ Just the way you are~] -Bruno Mars
• ALWAYS WATCHING ENGLISH MOVIE  ( you can choose either you want action movies, romantic movies or etc. The choice is in your hand..try to focus on how they communicate to each others )
• DON'T BE AFRAID TO MAKE MISTAKES  (helloo guysss, nobody are perfect in this world, so just do it. Mistakes teach us to feel better than before ) 
• PREPARATION BEFORE HAVING A PRESENTATION  (doing some preparation like making some notes about your presentation can help you to feel more confidence ) 
• READING LOUDLY ( Try to read loudly so you can hear your voice or you may record your voice, but don't do this in the library..hahaha )
• LISTENING ( listening to the song and try to follow the rhythm can help you to say the words with the correct pronunciation )
• JOIN ONLINE CONVERSATIONAL GROUPS  ( Nowadays, we have a lot of social applications such as Facebook, Wechat, Whatsapp and others. So use them in appropriate ways or you may asks your friends to chat in English..grab this chance!!...)
• DON'T THINK ABOUT THE GRAMMAR TOO MUCH  ( when you are presenting your tasks, just say what is in your mind..if you too thinking about the grammar, you may stuck because your mind just keep thinking on how to correct your grammar. During the presentation, you must have the idea to elaborate the points. That is more important than correcting your grammar) 
• TAKE IT EASY  ( Don't be so nervous during your presentation...be relax and calm..imagine that you are Barack Obama that want to give your speech in front of your   
• LEARN FROM EVERYONE  ( don't be shy to ask your friends' help or you may got nothing until you change your attitude..sharing is caring..)  

   Now, you know a few tips to speak confidently.. I hope you can practice them from now on..don't waste your time...don't be shy to do something good for you...think about it guys!! I think it's done with this..we will meet again later.. good luck!! all the best..bye..:) I will last with this quote : 

JUST DON'T GIVE UP TRYING TO DO WHAT YOU REALLY WANT TO DO.

WHERE THERE'S LOVE AND INSPIRATION, I DON'T THINK YOU CAN GO WRONG

Challenges in Acquiring English Language

Hye guysss!!..I'm back...do you miss me? hahahaha...just kidding..but I know you did. Now, I'm already in Semester 2. There're no any problems with my friends..because now..I LoVe them!! and we will create a lot of sweet moments together..For this time, I didn't interested to tell you about my life in hostel because everything is okay..don't worry about me..haha..So, here it is..

America? Ireland? Australia? what is in your mind with those countries? is it their weather, building a snowman (Olaf) during winter? Ohhhh...what a wonderful experience if I have that chance..but it's not..I will never been there if I'm not fluent in this aspect.How can I travel with myself like that. So, can you guess now?.. ENGLISH!!!..yess..that's right..Ahhh!!! it's so difficult to learn this language..I don't know why?? Ohhh...I'm gonna to cry thinking about this..

On the rainy day, I'm just looking through the window watching the raindrops from the roof..thinking about my fate..doctor? English? hrmmm...I just have two choices ; either learning English from now or all my dreams will just fly like the wind. Low of self-confidence is the main challenge that I faced.You must be taught that I'm a coward..hahaha..but I'm agree with you..I know that I should not have this feeling..but how can I build  this personalities?..

Feeling shy when talking in front of the others is the other problem that I faced. Do you notice that all of my problems is related to myself. Hahahah..Now I know that I'm so bad..Huhhhh...I need to make a change in myself before its become worst. Next, all countries do not use the same slang and I'm sure you are already know about that...as those countries have different slang..that's really make me trouble to understand what they are talking about..Homophones??..( ate and eight )..words that sound same but different meaning and spelling. Can you imagine when someone speak fluently to me?..I'm sure that I will be blurrrr...hahaha..

Language rules?..that is the vital things in learning language but I'm always break the rules..Hahaha..it's so hard to remember all the rules..grammar???..we had learnt it since in Standard 1 but I'm always repeat the same mistakes until now..what about vocabulary?..although I had read many English books and found many new words, I still can't use them because I don't know how to use it in sentences. To say certain words with correct pronunciation is really challenging me because if we say it wrong, the meaning of the words will be different. The spelling of the words also effected its meaning..and I'm not remember the spelling of all words.

Our environment...do you notice that most of the students rarely speak in English? this is also give me difficulties in learning English..Lack of speaking will never give a chance for me to improve my English well. So,those challenges really make me feel disappointed with that language..Huhhh...it's so hard to deal with this language..but I know

IF I WANT TO GET SOMETHING THAT I'VE NEVER OWN BEFORE, THEN I MUST DO SOMETHING THAT I'VE NEVER DONE BEFORE'

So, to be a doctor, by hook or by crook I must find the ways to face all the challenges and change my mind set. ENGLISH IS EASY AND FUN!!!!...Nothing is impossible... So..take care guyss..see ya!!!    

The New Me

   Ola guys!! i'm glad if you can spent a little bit time to read my blog. It's all about my new me. Honestly, I didn't realize on how I can move further in my studies like these days.

Huhhh!!! TATI??...is that our country lack of universities to place the preparation students? first step I came in, I can't see the others students. it's so scarryyy..how could I live here? Nooo!!....it can't be. Meeting new friends is the worst thing for me. Why there are no my old friends receive this scholarship? it's so disgusting....Aishhh... it is so hard to know them very well with their own attitude. I can count how many words that I said for each day. Hahaha...it's so bored for me to keep silence. Ohhhh...how can I adapt with this environment. Mom...Dad...please..I want to get out from here. I want my old friends!!! please someone help me.....

Day by day, i'm still quiet like previous day. I get nothing to chat with my new friends although we share the same room. During the class, i'm always come earlier to class as I don't like to come late. I think that is the only one of my good habit. Hahahaha....i'm start to show off....Ok..stop it.We sit together as we are the first group that come to the class. When the lectures begin, what is in my mind is I want the knowledge that the lecturers had and I must get it. The other bad habit that I had is I'm usually study by myself. Actually, I really don't care about my social life except my studies. During weekend, sometimes all my roommates spend their weekend with family. By the way thanks for my old friends for always contacting me. It's help me to feel more happier than before.

Birthday party of one of my classmates change 360 degree of my perception towards my new friends. The changes just take one night when we planned to prank her. I felt so excited that we actually can cooperate to each other. We laughed and sing birthday song together. ' Happy Birthday to you.....Happy Birthday to you...." I feel like it was just happened a few days ago. I really miss that moment.... Since that,I know that I was wrong about them. Playing truth or dare really help me to know them better than before. I looked at my friends' face, I felt so guilty to have a bad thought about them. They are really nice to me. I know that friends are everything.So, I must treat them well. I really hope if my friends read my blog...I'm asking for your forgiveness. PLEASE FORGIVE ME!!!!!...

Semester 1 had passed. I had the best relationship with my roommates. We always try to solve the problems together and I found that it was a sweet moment of the friendship. I realize that besides support from my family, friends are also vital to make me calm and can lead to success. We are always giving advise to each other to help us in being a successful person.Now i'm not the old one....it is THE NEW ME...Someone that never thought negative about other people.Someone that tried to tolerate with everyone.So, what about TATI University? Hahahahaha.....one more time I made a wrong perception of my own university. Actually there are no students during my registration because degree students didn't start their new semester. Hahaha....What am I? So, don't judge a book by its cover !! Remember it.